understanding_of_life jennifer outside shivering in the cold smoking the last of the nickel I purchased with my few remaining ones listening to the drone of life beyond my front porch and I realized there is nothing that isn't alive out there in some way, shape or form everything has motion concentric or erratic m o t i o n it's alive and everything inside the parts you can't see or even, at times, comprehend emotion = motion and I understand that this great blue machine is my deliverance it fills a void in me that I don't want to acknowledge is there (and I don't mean to steal that from anyone but it mirrors my thoughts) and it helps me get by day by day by monotonous day I am thankful albeit saddened that maybe this _is_ the end all and because of it my emotions my motions will be hindered 001221 ... goddess is very wise all loss brings gain don't know what's lost, don't know what's gained. 001223 ... Quiggz Those who know, stay silent Those who do not know, speak Something like that, in the Tao Te Ching... Well, since I'm speaking about it, I guess I don't know, huh? I wish I did... But, on the other hand, it is wonderful to hear random musings and blathes about it... I'd try one myself, but methinks it'd come out wrong... these blathes, you know, it seems to me they don't come out right if you work at them, they need to be spontaneous and thought out as they happen... at least, that's how it is for me... 010108 ... ubliss *ubliss: The Ultimate Bliss* A MATTER or more precisely SUTRA of Heart? THE_HEART_SUTRA... 010108 ... kx21 I am NOTHING or more precisely I_am_NOTHING... 010109 ... . . 040924 ... kx21 iLink:- Time_and_Causality_of_Karma... 040924 ... Karma * Unimaginable_ferocity * Iraq's_Falluja_vs_America's_Florida 040924 what's it to you? who go blather from