tea_leaves_goodbye tea leaves I remember writing eyedream_goodbye so long ago. I remember the ache. If I can't go out with a bang, I suppose I'll have to go out with a slow fade into the blue. Sort of how I came in. Don't think I'm not crying as I write this. Don't think this doesn't burn cold inside. Don't think that I ever imagined I would leave this place, home, that I have loved for so long. Don't think that my soul, my pain, my dreams and my mind haven't become buried in the blue pixel-stars. I am a closed window. I am a crumpled paper ball. I am gone. 041129 ... . it is a sad, sad day for blather. already misses your words. 041129 ... AVAN Well 18 or not, I've certainly benifited from the eloquence and substance and expert crafting of your musings and vignettas. Take care, and I hope you consider coming back. 041130 ... TK They always come back even if not to blath but just to read, just to see if their leaveing left an impression, they always come back, I would say that I hope that tea leaves comes back bc otherwize I've just missed my chance to know an exceptionaly extrodanary person, but it has nothing to do w/ hope, I know. 041130 ... tombe_seul blather may have wound itself around your heart. you may find yourseldf pulled back. a string connected to each of your blathes, of each of us who hold a place for you in our own hearts. you may feel a yank every now and then, so feel free to follow through. 041130 ... oldephebe pretty much ditto on what everyone else has said. take care of your self ... 041130 ... u24 why, please? 041202 what's it to you? who go blather from