private_parallel_universe splash of orange for me, blather has lost its entertainment value and has turned into a private parallel universe in the form of a giant electronic blue book of madness that i have a compulsion to read and contribute to ceaselessly. it is just like sleep. 020919 ... critic blather_is_blather 020919 ... splash of orange fuck off 020919 ... splash of orange okay yeah so the "fuck off" may've been unnecessary. okay yeah it was. 'critic' must've been annoyed that i made this blathe. well christ, maybe i'll shut the fuck up. is that what you want? 020919 ... splash of orange heheheh, i'm sure i won't get an answer. no_indeed. eh, so i will answer myself. shut the fuck up yes i should 020919 ... splash of orange but i probably won't. heh. 020919 ... white_light I've been told you're not as healthy as you seem. I've been told that you're no good for me anymore and that perhaps I should think about leaving you here in the this private parallel universe. But why am I dropping this world for want of another? From one brainwash to another we progress... 021023 ... white_light I'm told you're not as healthy as you seem. I've been told you're no good for me anymore and that i should leave you here in this private parallel universe. But should i listen to what they say? For want of any alternate universe than this? I hate to hear you stop and say, there is sound in every kind of way. You stop and listen to my fears, we're just orphans of silence here. But this universe makes a sound that deafens me. Like the jackhammer piercing through my bedroom window shattering the light like shards of a dark crystal. I wonder who still follows me? There's an angry adolescent boy standing in the corner of the room, facing away from me. He can hear it, he can see it so he's haunting me. Why am i still coming to see you when this little boy is telling me to go away. But his voice is drowning in the construction that is the destruction of me. essentially. 021023 ... marked . 040326 ... ambermoon its private??? can i please post here too??? 040326 ... sameolme Sure, for a nominal fee of a dollar a word. . 040326 what's it to you? who go blather from