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quissmo i want to fight with my friend, but i know im going to lose. but its not even the losing, as the fact that i cant get the right words to say what i mean, and that pisses me off more.
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck. why does that always happen to me? i know what i want to say, i just cant find the right words. fuck. fuck this all to hell.
021201
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quissmo and fuck real player to. its screwing up my already screwed up computer. and its hella annoying coz now i cant listen to my favourite radio show. 021201
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quissmo and that video. all i need - by air. it has the perfect couple, talking about how much they fucking love each other. and they are so fucking perfect. and its actually real. and its hella annoying, because i dont think ill ever meet someone like that. 021201
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the hogfather yeah, real player still wont work. ive misssed about a month of that radio show. dammit. 021215
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the hogfather AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so frikin pissed off, and so bloody stressed, and i dont have time to be doing this!!!!!!!

dammit... *shoots herself*
021223
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fuck the world year 2006 and we have a million ways of getting in touch. but no, the phone is broken, the network is down, skype doesn't connect, ladida, and you're drunk and i fucking hate everything and everyone in this stupid and selfish world full of ignorant fucks 061117
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pete at least there is someone to call, no? 061117
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fuck the world someone drunk who probably just wants to fuck me anyway, who has no idea how much he has already hurt me, or doesn't care 061117
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pete not the best to call. i'd be the heartbroken guy with a giant bottle of wine waiting to get drunk not alone who doesn't want to fuck you. but i also don't have a callable phone at the moment. 061117
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