dream_girls Lila Pause I dream about boys who dream of mischa_barton and natalie_portman. I dream about you and your dream_girls. I watch the crusty old men and the dewy young boys on the street as they drink up the girls in their backless tops, skin and all, all in one go, skulling without breathing. ...And I watch the summer turn to spring. I observe the perfectly ripe peaches hanging on the tree, all pink blush and dripping with juice as they wither and drop to the ground, rotten and maggot-infested by the week's end. - But the coming year will bring another harvest yet. By spring, the orchard will be filled with blossoms. And just as sure as God_made_little_green_apples, the summer will provide you with a new abundance of ripe young flesh to sate your voracious appetite. - Preserves to last the whole of winter. 040824 ... Doar I think that dream_girls are the only ones who remain with me, which makes this waking life a hell. 040824 ... Lila Pause That's what I'm afraid of. 040824 ... Elmo Even in my dreams i am rejected. (SO FULL OF ANGST!) :-( 040824 ... pete i feel similiar doar... though this new girl, well, the first time we met was amazing... lets see if it lasts? being the only two sober people at a party of 40 should be worth something.. 040824 ... Doar You are young still Pete. Whereas I'm entering the Autumn of my life.... 040824 ... pete truth, that, though i still think of you as being 20 at the oldest when i read your words 040824 ... Death of a Rose that's because I've never left my twenties, in my mind at least. my wisdom is still that of a child's at best. 040824 what's it to you? who go blather from