burning_eyes
pushpins eyes are on fire
set in opal confusion
the colors sparking me and pricking my vision

My eyes are burning up
from the fascination of blue
I am lost in 00101011100
and trapped in smooth intangible letters,
pixelized feelings...

i am only here because i wont allow my eyes
to burn
through my own thoughts,
it hurts to try to find myself,

contradictions
hypocrisy
confusion
pain.
020103
...
silent storm To look upon your face.
Into your eyes, burning into me.
Burning passionately into my heart, trying to heal me.
I love you for it.
020104
...
unhinged with all the joy
that a new baby brings to the world
so happy
to overflowing
trickling down my face
she is the angel baby
just like my sister,
her mother,
said
you never realize how important life is
until you are holding it in your arms
i will keep a picture of you by me
always
you are my little
ari
020105
...
mahayana earth diamond
indication of the virgin earth
mother earth at the beginning of creation

not a metaphor but a true spiritual personality, the co-creator of the universe by the side of another female spirit

keeper of goddess symbols
circle
triangle
& yoni

the earth diamond has been designated
"emblematic of the female sexual organ"
another name for this symbol was the "eye of fire"

oh Goddess Hel to stare never-endingly upon your face a smoldering addict interested in your eyes feverishly
all-consuming ardently --interested in my essence-- subversive earth mother i am faithful
020420
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from