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birdmad when you don't see me/
it's not a matter of going to grow
it's not a matter of time or how i feel/
i'm throwing off the shadow
of a better man
now what you see is what you never asked
...get real, get another

i don't exist when you don't see me
i don't exist when you're not here
what the eye don't see
won't break the heart
you can make believe when we're apart
but when you leave, i disappear

Oh, it's kind of different
when you're there
You can lease the peace of mind
You bought a mask, i put it on
You never thought to ask me
if i wear it when you're gone
Get real, get another

(I don't exist when You don't see me...)

You never learned
You bought me everything (and less)
I turned, You couldn't let me move
I guess i don't deny
It don't disprove
I'm throwin' off the shadow
of a better man now
And what you see is what you've lost
If i were you, i wouldn't try

Get real, get another

I don't exist when you don't see me
i don't exixst when you're not here
what the eye don't see
won't break the heart
You can make believe when we're apart
But when you leave i disappear
(when you don't see me)
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birdmad copyright 1990, Merciful Release, Eldritch/James etc. 000425
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WingedSerpent when they don't see me,
behind the walls of my cubicle or over the phone i make faces, i make rude gestures.

i say things under my breath until i settle down again.
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moonshine If i close my eyes and hold my breath you can't see me.. 000601
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jenny enny dots metal, psychedelica, and dance beats to form a goth sound: Sisters of Mercy 040207
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silentlybroken Oh, to have the invisibility I have always craved. I used to despair that you didnít see me, but your demonstrable ignorance merely assisted in the perception of how little I care. Because, my dear, nothing but a memory shall fill this emergent void. Here it will dwell until it is torn from my conscience by the tragic gift of oblivion.

I will be someone elseís dream and be happier than you could ever conceive.

Thank you for my freedom.
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