tired_of_waiting_for_you ClairE Only because I want to go to bed. The distance makes me weary. Never you. 020110 ... Deomis I won't wait forever. One day, the person who can be right for me will come along, and I'll go with them. I can't stay if there is nothing to stay for. I'm tired or waiting. Of long hours of restlessness Of sitting there and wondering where you are. I can't waste my life sitting here and hoping you'll come. 040805 ... Fudge im tired of waiting for you to love me. im tired of waiting untill things went back to how they were. im tired of you. i need some sleep. 040805 ... latchkey i wrote you that letter, and i know you read it. saw you get it out of the mailbox and open it, then shove it into your pocket. and i know as soon as you entered the house you forgot what you'd read. i never got your reply. but i can leave now without feeling as if i didn't explain. the whole thing is, i did explain. for the first time, i explained exactly what scares me. i explained exactly why i need you. i explained exactly what makes me cry out in hopelessness. and it had nothing to do with you. it had everything to do with my life as it is now. something i thought you'd want to know about, something i thought you'd help me through. but you didn't reply. i guess now that i know i'm capable of reaching out for help, at least i'll be able to do it next time...when there's someone that will grab my hand and try to pull me to safety, unlike you. i love you, i need you...but goodbye. 040805 ... Holly i love you i need you and goodbye because I know i will never look into your eyes again 040805 ... unhinged . 170809 ... Soma I'm sorry. It's pathetic, but I'm doing my best. I'm scared, and weaker than I want to admit. I don't blame you, but I'm sorry to be incapable of anything but this selfish fear. 170810 what's it to you? who go blather from