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Melissa Ferrick Yeah thought this was it
True love had arrived
So I fell in
What a big surprise
So I bought you a ring
And I asked you to wear it
So when I found it
On the bathroom sink
I should have known
I was in for it

How do I release this
How do I let you go
How do I mend my heart
When I feel so low
And how do I talk to you
Without crying
How do I let you go
When I still love you
I still love you
Yeah I still love you

So I don't know if I can
Be just your friend
Damn you for not trying
And fuck you for stand there smiling
But I know what it's like
To not be able to feel
And I know what it's like
Yeah to just
Kiss someone you make em' fall in
Love with you
And then you walk away
Yeah to just
Make somebody come a little
Closer so you can
Push them away

How do I release this
How do I let you go
How do I mend my heart
When I feel so low
And how do I talk to you
Without crying
How do I let you go
When I still love you
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nom everyone 060720
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unhinged (the last boy i was with
i had no words for

on_anger


i am old enough to know my patterns
but young enough
not to change them)
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no reason it's hard to break patterns
to try to resist what you're naturally drawn to
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unhinged if i don't have words for you
you aren't the one for me


i have started going to my meditation center again
it is oh so nice to have a spiritual family
people that accept you for who you are
people that remind you to be gentle with yourself


i have to keep reminding myself
gently
that being a better version of myself is hard work
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unhinged (exertion silly girl
exertion


happiness is not some magical state
that just randomly descends on you)


if you can't face your demons
how am i supposed to?
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what's it to you?
who go
blather
from