its_all_in_your_head daf A man asked God one day if He were ever intentionally cruel to people. To this God responded, "My way is never cruel, intentionally or otherwise. What's cruel is the mind of man." The man thought on this for awhile and no matter how long he went over it in his head, it made no sense to him..proving God's point completely. 151125 ... R1sen It always feels like a general anaesthetic is like a factory reset of your brain. You go under, and as you come out, you notice things all over again. You remember things. It's like in your head, the most important, the most permanent and durable things come to the surface straight away. So it's interesting to know that no matter how much you try to convince yourself of something. That you aren't thinking of someone, that you don't care about them... When you have a factory reset, it's all in your head, right there, every barrier is down, and you can't lie to yourself. It's wonderful and freeing and terrifying all at the same time. Which sounds about right. 151128 ... unhinged per usual 151128 ... ego hum if there is such a place we smell it 220417 ... ergo hum sorry for the disconnection I was laboring under the illusion that I was starting this blathe There used to be an index where you could see if a blathe exists. Is there such an index now? 220417 ... ergot hum Anyway, I don't expect an answer expecting isn't useless but it gets pretty close 220417 ... ergot hum to it 220417 ... ego hum See, once you get rid of the damn captcha you can prattle on forever 220417 ... ergo hum But seriously, ALL MIND 220417 ... linkage blather_navigation_systems index_of_d_v3 index_of_h_v3 index_of_i_v3 (these last three aren't entirely up to date, but that's the best we've got for the inaccessible index pages; no one ever tabulated all the m blathes, so those remain a mystery) 220417 what's it to you? who go blather from