i_fought_with_heidi
Arwyn I feel really bad about it, but at the same time I don't. She has the capacity to be a nice person, but she's never actually been nice to me, so I guess I shouldn't exactly try to make her feel all warm and fuzzy anymore. I just feel really bad for her.. it's borderline pity, cause she doesn't even see how badly she treats her friends. Especially Logan, who lets himself be taken advantage of. I just can't stand by and let her do that to him anymore. Why should he have to feel like shit because she does. She just pisses me off. I was honestly hoping that she and I could become close friends, but I now see that, that could never happen... such a pity. 020302
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rubydee and ate all the kiwis. 050622
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Piso Mojado it was passive aggressive
i didnt look at her
she nagged me about this and that
i ignored her
she left the room
tv still on
to her bedroom to kill herself
060115
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That is what I heard. During your fight with Heidi, were you secretly thinking about France? That's what everyone is saying. You didn't even think about Heidi once, did you. All you could think about was that demmed tower and street accordionists and words ending in -ieux's. 061203
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That Is What I Heard ! 061203
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unhinged and i didn't even know it

'i really liked your band...especially your violin player'
061204
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Ouroboros like a dream
so long ago so much has happened
080107
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unhinged now
i feel bad for that girl



if i wasn't so practiced at being used
and dumped on
i probably would have ended up
in the same state
because of him
080108
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