how_it_started Bespeckled My blather days began in August 2001. My name was pralines&cream, and I loved writing about sex. Not sexual intercourse, because I wasn't actually having it. I loved writing about lust, skin, and heavy petting. Sexuality took up 97% of my free thinking time. I was in my first relationship. I was in high school. That was 3 years ago, and now I use a different name. Needless to say, I think about blather, and sex, a lot differently now. 040827 ... mon uow i don't know really, it just did 050305 ... palm February last year. Since then I've gone through many names. Many boys. Many heart aches. I'm still in love. And it sucks. I used to love blather. I used to love it so much I was addicted to it. But now I hate it. And I'm still addicted to it. Can you guess my other names? Probably not. 050306 ... JdAwG I can 050306 ... Ivory My first post here is dated as November 20, 2001. God, it seems like such a long time ago. I'm not even sure if that was the first, but it is the oldest one that I can find anywhere. I've used so many names and emails that it is hard to trace them all down. Jesus. I still remember how I found this site. My best friend, Betsy, sent me the link via icq. Her words were something like, "Here. You never shut up. You might like this." I remember I typed everything with dots. Hehe. aka: ...I am writing something... ...It is not important at all... ...So I put dots to look cool... ...Only I look retarded instead... Hahaha. How funny. 050307 ... meta meta 060414 what's it to you? who go blather from