it_would_hurt_me_to_see_you
ethereal
I
am
afraid
of
that
day
.
040412
...
Syrope
but
i
need
to
remember
how
real
this
all
is
.
please
make
it
hurt
.
040413
...
misstree
slash
me
from
head
to
toe
make
my
crimsen
river
flow
040413
...
brain stew
so
i
turn
around
,
and
walk
out
.
everyone
else
insists
you
aren't
there
but
what
do
they
know
;
i
could
recognize
your
back
,
your
neck
,
your
hair
from
a
million
miles
away
in
a
crowd
.
and
i
was
right
.
and
you
broke
my
heart
again
that
day
,
and
i
will
not
forget
for
a
while
.
040413
...
shilohlives
I
know
I
will
one
day
...I
could
recognize
you
anywhere
...even
with
your
stupid
band
...I
could
see
the
back
of
your
head
and
kno
it
is
you
...your
eyes
are
haunting
..I
still
can't
look
at
blacklabel paraphernalia.
I
need
to
hurt
...
040413
...
misstree
yay
!
i've
been
impersonated! (
but
, psst,
it's
crimsOn
...
it's
one
of
my
favorite
words
,
please
spell
it
right
, mmkay?)
is
proud
040413
...
unhinged
that's
why
i
don't
call
when
i'm
in
town
;
because
i
would
explode
.
and
chances
are
we
wouldn't
be
alone
.
i
don't
want
to
go
on
without
you
,
but
i
have
to
.
i
sometimes
wonder
if
there
are
things
that
remind
you
of
me
.
but
i
know
that's
futile
.
it
would
definitely
hurt
me
to
see
you
.
just
being
there
where
ghosts
of
us
used
to
be
hurts
me
to
see
you
.
i
wouldn't
be
able
to
handle
it
.
that
much's
for
sure
.
nothing
is
coming
out
right
today
.
blah
.
040414
...
Doar
and_still
hurt
not
to
hear
from
you
..
.
100727
...
unhinged
but
i
still
see
you
anyway
i've
finally
figured
out
how
my
heart
works
100727
...
l o s t g i r l
***
sigh
***
100728
...
unhinged
(
cause
it
hurts
more
to
not
see
you
)
100728
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
