i_used_to_be x the kind of person who wanted to tell everyone everything about me. now, with a body full of burn scars, i've learned to shut up sometimes. 031209 ... ever dumbening unhappy. now i know of other things. 031209 ... unhinged so big and strong i used to know my right from wrong i used to never be afraid i used to be somebody nin grindrod (live) ivet 031209 ... Syrope so fake, and people believed everything i told them i finally started owning up to how i really feel, and now i'm accused of being a fake. i'd rather seem fake to these so-called friends. keeps them at arms' distance. i still have a chance. you don't, really, and that makes it ok. 031209 ... phil a drug, unthinking unmoving bomb of unregistered interests smoking other people's damage, defeating my poor fragile insides 040219 ... iNsEcUrE_GoTh_GiRl innocent happy free so different. now nobody would recognise me. 040219 ... notme a person 040219 ... niska in love with... you. 040219 ... changed able to talk to people and feel that i could help. now when they break down in despair i can't think of the words to say, or how to articulate them. 040220 ... kookaburra this little girl free free free. i was confident. i was fearless. i said what i wanted. i didnt know about popular or teasing. i used to be ignorant and free free free. i didnt know that i was too skinny for comfort. i didn't know that my powers were finite. i knew that i could do anything, if i really wanted to. i was the fastest and the smartest. i was the wonder kid. i used to be free free free ~~where is that little girl now?~~ 040427 ... birdmad somebody 040427 ... thunderbuck ram real, now I'm just a blathering confusion of fantasy identities. 040824 ... Fudge special. 040824 ... Doar ready to accept you without qualms. 040824 what's it to you? who go blather from