i_am_sitting nomme in the garden the afternoon is lovely warm cool the hint of moisture in the air whispering the chance of rain i am picking beans i have several baskets the pumpkins stretching between the rows of corn the corn is growing standing like people their roots remind me of bamboo i am lying in the mulch hay it's beutiful old organic straw i am turning and twisting looking for those few elusive beans before moving on to the next plant the pods hang in clusters like fingers of hands in rows in rows these beans they grow so many hours i lost count i don't know little zucchini surprizes three tomatoes the first of the year i am watching the clouds roll in the grey clouds on blue skies i am hearing the world around me i am sitting in my garden breathing it all in thinking about it hours later 030804 ... nomme here 2:18 i am keeping myself from a restless bed my shoulders ache at me crying to me that this is not a proper desk that i should not be typing listening to the chimes the way they scare me every little gust of wind they sing of how dangerous the dry earth how dry on my bare feet my feet so shy 030814 ... Zoe on my hard ass chair in my dorm room. i've been here for about three hours. i'm not doing any work. just sitting. i don't have anything else to do. 031023 ... june i was researching: brainwashing, and on extensive research and testing. hey donkey boy where's my carrot? 040212 what's it to you? who go blather from