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jonh to keep writing for i do not know why i feel inclinded to try and spew out as much as i can in this moment. i often hold back and words and expression i lack but here the shit i will stack. 030122
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please dont be selfish i wish you would hold back, for the rest of us 030122
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IWishICouldGoWithDavid Please understand that this is more than necessary right now. And stop making threats. 030123
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Piso Mojado talking tonight with matt: "i dont know how i feel about dating a girl who smokes. with erin, it was like i imagined, sleezy, lighting up and filling the room with smoke after we did anything sexual." 030223
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kay-tie im hesitant to tell you whats really going though my head at this moment. i'll shrug it off and say im tired. i'll do anything to keep this from you.

"friends dont lie" - - im ashamed
im hesistant.
dont hold this against me. i love you
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