worst_news_ever lost well, i was going to be moving out of my house. my girlfreind was coming to go to the movies with me, and she got in acar accident. she has been in a coma since friday and her moms insurance wont cover her here in cali. so now she has to go bak to new york. She's gonna come bak when she gets better but... god im gonna miss her. i can't be alone tonight. i cant trust myself. i have too many things i can hurt myself with in this house. i need to get wasted. im gonna go to my freinds house and get completely wasted. until i cant walk stand up. or even think. i can already tell im gonna get in a fight with someone. someone alot bigger than me. cuz i dont like my freinds brother. he kicked my ass last time. that was a while bak. he broke 2 of my ribs and my arm. this time he's payin for it. i have enough agression in me to fucking kill him. im going to go insane. i cant stand this. i wish i could go to new york with her. 010729 ... florescent light I'm so sorry my thoughts are with you and her. 010729 ... florescent light if you can get to NY- you are welcome to stay with me 010729 ... Aimee oh my god lost!! I'm praying for you.. I hope everything gets better love. *big hugs* if you need to talk, just e-mail me. 010729 ... kx21 Is it? Find out the answer from the_string_between_man_and_woman... 010729 ... dB Lost, my thoughts are with you man. That's some bad shit that you just don't need. However if you go and get in a fight or something, give me a call, you'll need all the help you can get to maek it thorough this thing. *Much Peace Man* 010729 what's it to you? who go blather from