what_the_tears_wouldnt_let_me_say silent storm that i now know what it feels like to be loved and accepted for who i am rather than for who people want me to be. i miss you. 020422 ... -{::ephemeral_arcs::}- morning is distant. the sky was empty. I tossed and turned a million times, and lost sleep. But when i finally did I dreamed, and I saw your face, a clear patheous of my tragic misfortune. And yet, you seemed so serene when you accepted it all, and I wonder how deep the blade of disappointment really runs, and how much wasn't based on reality. 020424 ... Mahayana it is only with spirit that one can truly see appreciated and acknowledged loved and accepted respected and received what is indispensable is obscured to the eye i adore, honor, and admire who you are i desire nothing more than for you to exist as you & further more i fancy nothing more than for my eyes to sincerely see, appreciate, acknowledge, love, accept, respect and receive you, what is indispensable has all been perceived by means of essence what_the_tears_wouldnt_let_me_hear what_tears_wouldnt_let_you_say 020425 ... Sailor Jupiter Too possessed by the demon tears and the shaking rattle in my chest to tell you off to tell you what an ass you were to tell you how mean you were to me to defend myself But no, I became a sobbing blob overcome by sweet memories and kisses Crying for what has been lost our promising future instead of the sins of the past You put your arms around me as my tears drenched your shirt You told me it would be ok to hush and stop the tears You thought you were comforting me Little did you know it was those tears that inhibited me from ripping your withered heart from your chest and gouging it before your eyes 020425 ... fetal warrior oh sweet mother of mercy, my balls, oh the pain...i may never have children again... 020425 what's it to you? who go blather from