the_world_is_a_mirror
perfectly_chaotic
For
half
of
my
life
I
loathed
my
reflection
.
The
other
I
loved
it
.
For
today
I
can
simply
look
at
it
and
smile
with
a
simple
content
.
Recently
I
actually
said
something
to
my
brother
,
not
sure
what
exactly
,
that
actually
stuck
.
He
began
to
think
for
himself
and
came
to
many
of
the
same
conclusions
I
have
in
the
past
,
but
expressed
them
in
different
words
.
Afterwards
,
he
became
so
excited
that
at
one
point
said
he
was
happier
than
he
could
ever
remember
being
before
,
and
said
it
was
because
of
whatever
it
was
I
must
have
said
,
and
began
to
describe
his
new
-found views.
Naturally
,
I
became
very
curious
about
what
he
meant
and
began
to
ask
him
questions
. Shortly
after
,
he
became
convinced
that
I
did
not
understand
him
and
kept
going
on
and
on
becoming
more
convinced
by
the
moment
.
I
asked
if
he
was
sure
that
he
was
right
about
what
he
was
saying
and
he
said
no
.
So
I
asked
him
why
it
was
he
kept
trying
to
tell
me
about
it
to
which
he
replied
that
it
was
because
he
wanted
to
give
me
what
he
had
found
.
Then
I
asked
, "
So
do
you
believe
yourself
to
be
more
enlightened
than
me
?"
During
the
ensuing
silence
we
both
came
to
realize
we
hold
onto
our
own
views
much
too
tightly;
I
had
been
doing
the
same
thing
to
a
good
friend
recently
.
After
this
he
apologized
to
me
and
i
apologized
to
my
friend
because
we
were
wrong
and
knew
it
.
May
all
who
suffer
find
their
own
truth
and
end
suffering
.
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