the_past
trin if you could relive any moment from the past, what would it be?

for me,
it would have to be,
the drive home
from
my first date
at The Aquarium.

"First Date" by blink182
would be the theme song.
020801
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trin i have never seen everyone so quiet
now i realize
the silliness of my proposal.
the past is scary.
but scarier than the future?
020801
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unhinged sometimes it's hard not to let the_past interfere in the_future, but finely i realized that what people had been telling me all along was true. it took him to make me see it finally. 020801
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splash of orange i can think of a hundred reasons why i want it back
and a hundred reasons why i don't

but somehow the former always, always wins.



i only have myself now
i only have myself.

it's not enough it's not enough it's not enough it's not enough
021114
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J.K.R. God is in the past, present and future: it is integral to our well-being that we incorporate God more and more into our present thoughts and being. How do we best acquaint ourselves with God? We must read material written by those who spent time walking with God: St.Augustine, Plotinus, Siddartha Buddha, Jesus Christ, Patanjali, Pope John Paul II, Silent Unity Authors, Talmudic Sages and a thousand other wise folks! Only by learning can we draw close to anything! Let your path to God, whichever it is, be persued with fervent devotion and constant questioning. God does anwser our questions and it is for us to listen! 021114
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your andy the past is overwithIt's gone You cannot get it back. He is gone, out of your life. But you're still in it. 031113
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andrew Why does the past haunt me so?
Why must I live day to day remembering things that no one else seems to.
These memories hurt me. I can never think past them. It probably goes back to when I used to have night terrors. I can never get past the hurt feeling from these memories. No matter how hard I try.
031223
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.nom blocks of moments
serving as stairs to the future


not barring the way
but guiding, with a banister
050123
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