fervent
Death of a Rose
my
eyes
upon
you
.
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...
unhinged
as
i
take
my
daily
vows
for
white_tara
practice
the
feeling
center
of
my
heart
is
connecting
with
my
voice
and
my
voice
cracks
with
the
weight
of
it
i
take
refuge
in
the
three
jewels
and
the
basic_goodness
of
all
sentient
beings
(
yes
,
needed_reminders
these
days
of
the
basic_goodness
of
ALL
sentient
beings)
until
the
suffering
of
the
three
worlds
is
completely
exhausted
i
will
courageously dedicate
myself
to
the
welfare
of
others
(
yes
,
needed_reminders
that
i
really
am
brave
and
compassionate
)
om_tare_tutare_ture_svaha
bearing_witness
through
white_tara
her_seven_eyes
giving
me
the
courage
to
see
beyond
fear
beyond
sickness
beyond
turmoil
beyond
other
my
heart
cracks
so
wide
the
feeling
just
pours
out
in
tears
that
fall
with
enough
velocity
to
stream
down
my
sternum
to
gather
in
my
bra
my
heart
cracks
open
as
i
beg
the
universe
for
help
in
the
form
of
white_tara
i
understand
the
wailing
wall
now
religion
was
made
for
times
like
this
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
