social_anxiety_disorder .blekk.tchynah.dol. stops me from going outside in the morning. 020519 ... reitoei killing crowds. walking through the halls, carrying a machette to hack and tear my way to my destination. 020519 ... poetic_onslaught so thats what its called? hmmmm. i wonder if my mind has ever really been stable....ever 020520 ... freakizh taking the subway, going in crowded stairs, everytime i have their sweaty flesh rubbing against mine, i wish i could be made of knifes. 020520 ... Dan ive never had this before but im now afraid to go outside, i haven't been able to admit it to myself nevermind people around me, im paranoid of everything, mostly myself, i turn into a worrying wreck when i go outside. People are usually in categories but now they are one and i am scared of them, i dont know where i am. 020815 ... randomly recent hmm. ! 040113 ... Nirvanic Blind I hate being seen by them. I'm sure they're judging me. Is it all just in my mind? Either way I've got to stay away. I can't stand to be seen by them again. This is a whole crowd of people seeing me like this. It's fucking humiliating. I wonder how weird I seem to other people. I just have to keep hiding. 040210 ... minnesota_chris a disorder created by drug companies so they can sell you something. 040210 ... lauren maybe, but i don't want those other people seeing me i don't want to take anything but i might i'm talking about the people involved in the program who gather useless information about a cat and try to ... well, it's working i'vebeen trying to blend in better 040210 ... Nirvanic Blind Yes, I've been brainwashed into thinking I have a problem by these comercials just because I thought it would be cool to develop some kind of mental disorder. ASSHOLE 040211 what's it to you? who go blather from