second_day_of_forever deb "i'm sorry, sir, i can't make it in today. my heart is sick again-" i think this is the hardest thing i've ever had to do, and the thought of facing work with swollen eyelids and teary eyes simply doesn't appeal to me- your scent lingers briefly, and i take it in in gulps, knowing it must fade... how am i supposed to do this? how am i supposed to be ok, wear a smile everyone knows i don't mean and go to work? i don't care what flavor you want with your latte, or why the clothes don't fit- my entire day revolves around a ringing phone adn the sound of your voice telling me your mom said it's ok, start packing... i don't care about anything half as much as being with you- 9-19-00 001001 ... sEth ...is always longer than the first 011110 ... stars seond day of nakey time? lol. 011111 ... stars baby second day of weeks of nakey time. =) 011112 ... mourninglight it took me almost a year to the day to believe him. that forever is alone eternity is spent in solitude. not that this is how it should be.. but brief flashes of time spent living and breathing without effort, seem as long as they are to balance out forever.. I still remember to breathe in this silence. but if I didn't..it wouldn't make a difference to you, or you. and I would only go on to a different forever. good night love. 041029 ... pete forever is never alone, but it's never constant; in eternity neither you nor i exist to even notice that there is no such thing as time there. 070222 ... lucky on the second day of forever, I realized forever isn't really what I had wanted. 070222 ... . hello lucky ! i was looking for you ! 070405 ... u24 "i never promised to make it the same dream" 070406 what's it to you? who go blather from