reluctant_sleep deb i'll close my eyes and wake up to a different world- a world where my favorite coffee bar is open; where my favorite brother is gone; where my heart is anywhere but here. -dreams of possibilities are sweet, but they are just that-dreams- you have to wake up eventually i'd almost rather be an insomniac than to dream of you only to wake up without. OR, i could look at it this way: i can sleep and be with youm or be awake, with you far away, unaware. ~ lead fills my soul as piano plinks mingle with guitar chords, lullin my heart to expectant, hopeful sleep -see you soon- 000803 ... hey I *was* having trouble sleeping, then I read this... thanks deb! 031128 ... lizzy the room is finally clean everything is finally clean its all ~cleansed~ purged... and yet i still don't want to sleep what is it that makes it so hard for me to say goodnight to the moon... i don't prefer the sun... night is so much better... quiet thoughtful peaceful and i... am anything but peaceful All these thoughts dancing around in my head? should i let them out here? or will they be twisted into something nastier than they already are? So many questions NO answers..... 040516 what's it to you? who go blather from