public_eye no reason it's hard sometimes when people who are in the public eye voice opinions that you agree with because you can't usually talk to them about it 110712 ... no reason these people are judged unfairly sometimes "stick to [your job]" because everyone sticks only to their job and never has any outside thoughts of opinions 110712 ... no reason and you wouldn't usually know about people in the "private_eye" who share your opinions 110712 ... perfectly_chaotic Last night I was in the public eye to read at an open mike nite sans alcohol. It was interesting how I felt like such a ghost. So naked that it felt like they could see through me. In a way, I suppose they could because I let them. It was scary in a few intriguing sort of ways.... Not that the people scared me, but what scared me was that they might like it. That I might get a bigger head, mine is already bigger than a watermelon, and that I might begin to crave their approval. Then I was also scared that they might not like it. I both wanted them to be there and to disappear. Afterwards I realized that my fears were just absurd and that I can do this. I actually began by admitting my fear of them seeing me in my natural state, then proceeded to let my hair down to hide my face. I found the whole thing kinda funny. 110712 what's it to you? who go blather from