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typhoid (peace want love, no pain!)
after one night filled with terrible pleasure, another filled with terrible sorrow.
you cried like no tomorrow.
but here i sit in silence..
no tears shed
for you
your suffering
the death screams of a dog
or the end of time.
fingerpaint
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daxle "where I could feel no pain
just calm and sane
oh what a place for one to find"
000911
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typhoid friends screaming help.
what am i to do?
001016
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george foreman buy one of those george foreman grills 001016
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startfires ha. a stolen moment.
yes sometimes you just catch yourself being invincible.
nobody can stop you.
001016
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startfires snip away and sever this umbillical residue

one more medicated peaceful moment
001016
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amy it depends. if it's something they need to get out of, i help to scheme the ways out. if it's fear and anxiety, i get them to talk about it, and then i joke around about the fallacies in their reasoning, which doesn't really work too well. i soothe them with the possibilities and i point out the choices that they make or could make, or would make, or whatever. i think it's the "soothing" that helps the most, though, but i've got to make it believable.
sometimes, i don't really soothe people, i just argue with them.
i'm in a bad mood today.
001016
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silentbob its only when youve lost everything that you are free to do anything 001016
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tourist the relentlessness of time unfolding
wears down mountains
runs down clocksprings
numbs our senses
til all returns to all again

bodies once supple
now creak and protest
these ties to unbuckle
we pass now to rest
til all returns to all again
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lost i wish i could reach a place of no pain. 010503
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Rowz It can be pierced, crushed,stopped and stolen,
But it's just an organ,
You can cut it out.
120125
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