i_fucked_up
Death of a Rose
and
so
it
goes
.
there
is
still
sunshine
outside
,
go
play
.
040903
...
uow
i
fucked
up
.
040909
...
uow
i
should've
stopped
myself
from
talking
.
you
tired
of
me
.
i
bored
you
.
i
never
should've
thought
.
i
told
you
things
i
never
told
.
and
i
don't
know
why
.
i
saw
your
beauty
and
i
thought
.
i
don't
know
what
i
thought
i
thought
.
but
i
realize
now
.
i
am
nothing
.
and
i'm
getting
used
to
feeling
this
way
.
it's
okay
.
because
i
am
nothing
.
and
i'm
not
talking
anymore
to
anyone
.
fuck
everything
.
i
am
nobody's
friend
.
040910
...
unhinged
and
i
do
fuck_things_up
constantly
never
a
good
gauge
of
the
right
topics
i
have
somehow
moved
past
the
point
of
caring
i
don't
like
to
apologize
for
the
way
i
am
anymore
'
i'm
sick
of
hanging
out
with
fucking
music
majors
cause
i
don't
know
what
the
hell
they
are
talking
about'
as
dorky
as
it
is
i
can't
help
but
talk
about
it
with
people
who
know
my
language
i_fucked_up
and
i
fuck_things_up
if
it's
an
opinion
that's
particularly
hurtful
or
an
action
that
was
particularly
rude
accept
my
profuse
apology
but
many
of
these
things
i
supposedly
fucked
up
are
just
due
in
reality
to
who
i
am
and
i'm
tired
of
telling
you
that
i'm
sorry
for
that
i
can't
be
sorry
for
something
i
have
no
control
over
like
my
existence
040910
...
Death of a Rose
this
had
nothing
to
do
with
you
unhinged
.
as
well
as
some
of
the
other
things
i've
posted
here
.
there
is
no
need
for
endless
apologies
since
you
already
gave
me
the
best
apology
in
your
e
-mail.
take
a
load
off
and
smile
....please?
for
me
?
:-)
whenever
life
gets
you
down
Ms.
Brown
..
040910
...
unhinged
actually
,
and
once
again
,
i
wasn't
specifically
referring
to
you
at
the
risk
of
sounding
like
a
bitch
.
040910
...
Im turning red over here!
sorry
...miscommunication....so
sorry
...wrong
number
...please redial...
.
040910
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
