234_am lost im sitting here. blathing this late. its been a while since i have blathed. I just got back from this girls house that i am dating. we rented a movie and watched it. then we layed in her bed and fell asleep in eachothers arms. i can see something possibly coming of this relationship. one small thing she is 19 and i am almost 17. i dont think my mom will like it much but i dont really care. and my mom is in the hospital right now she had her gullbladder removed. well i think its time for me to go i need sleep cuz i have to work tommorow. Peace, lost (harlan roe) 010630 ... florescent light It's 2:34 am I should go to bed I've had a long night and I will have an even loooonnnngggeeeerrr day tomorrow. But I can't because I need to stay up in case, per chance, Cliff comes on line even though he could call he doesn't he won't. so I will wait for him just a little more while there's a smidget of hope and I will regret it later, I will say 'where was my self respect?' and I will say, 'god, how stupid I was for letting myself be so preoccupied with him' And I will say, 'I will never ever let someone do that to me again.' But then the next time rolls around. And I will find myself waiting up at 2:34 am. 010714 ... three words it's_just_that_song 234_am i_need_help 101225 what's it to you? who go blather from