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sphinxradio i think i've spent far too much time waiting on you 011123
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Casey If you don't want to, that's fine, I just like to know how you are doing and if i can help in anyway. Ah, fuck it, you don't need my help, you're a big girl and you can take care of yourself. 011123
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Zachary Respond to him,
His toothless grin,
He stares so stupid,
How could you do it?

You feel no guilt,
You have no shame,
You sealed his fate,
Erased his name.
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Nikita No, he's the one doing it and now he is being extremely mean to me. He won't answer my e-mail, he won't call, and he's acting like I'm no big deal to him.

He continually makes these bizarre requirements of me and sometime I do them but he just wants to laugh at me- I should forget him, he is so evil.

He knows I need him, he's awful. Why did I bother?
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no reason it occurs to me that you might not 080106
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f I'm not sure how aware you are of
what the
real problems are
I can promise you none of this is about
impressing people
it's about getting through to the other side
the money would have helped me
to make this process faster
or even safer
but
there wasn't any offered to me
because
maybe nobody had any
they could give or
lend to me.
nobody has to help others become rich and famous
but someone should help people that
are in desperate need
no for a career
or to be happy
but
because
they aren't safe.

you can't ever say you love someone
when you simply watch them
struggle.

so my evaluation of all of this is:
there isn't anyone out there
that wants to help me.

so why then should I help
all of these people
without anything
to show they are thankful
not to be in my position
right now.
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what's it to you?
who go
blather
from