and_i_think sab that it is that this is the human condition and the things that i am going through are things that everyone is going through at the same time. it all goes in cycles this week its all about martyrs and sex last week it was all about being lost next week it may well be about travel. what other explination could there possibly be for the pheonomin of the today yesterday blather_mirror? 040318 ... Syrope and_i_think that maybe i shouldn't even pull you into this that maybe you're happier with the way things have been so far for the first time in a long time, i don't want to get involved with someone for *their* sake. the hardest part about love is deciding that you should inconvenience the other person enough to suggest something happen between the two of you. its a very selfish act. "oh hello, i've been meaning to ask you - how about gutting yourself and letting your innards gush into my open hands? i just want to love you" what the fuck? i_think_i_think_too_much 040319 ... sab tommorrow i will not listen to music at work for i am tired of other_peoples_words stampeding in when i am trying to find out what i want to say, what it is im feeling water might slide right off a ducks back but they can still be mired in shit you always did smell odd and maybe not quite like rotting, slimey reeds but the idea makes me grin, so i leave it hanging icarus might have fallen but at least he had the guts to try at least he was flyin and a wise man once sang: Off we go, into the wide blue yonder... and_i_think_thats_beautiful 050501 what's it to you? who go blather from