stronger_than unhinged i shut my heart off when i was young the pain of having it constantly ripped from me by people that didn't even seem to want it was too much for years i was dark twisted depressed as shit because i was denying myself a sensitive person in a hard_and_bitter sea so i buried myself and i was dark twisted depressed as shit (i spent six years achingly_alone tongue_twisted mostly silent so that everyone including myself could deny it i have a big heart that leaps out of itself) i became so angry when people told me i needed to get a thicker skin toughen up transparent and thin why resist natural impulses? that's the way my electricity flows when forced into a conduit that can't contain it fire like that is known to burn houses down the i learned how to keep a little for myself joy in the small things on_contentment but there is still a big hole in my heart where you used to be the pain of reaching and grasping and never quite finding what you need i will not shut down this time i am stronger than drifting away into daydreams nightmares fantasies the reality is i have a big heart that is always leaping out of me against all my efforts to contain it i am stronger than the dark the greed the pain i'll keep my light on for_you 110407 ... unhinged ( i_miss_you ) 160601 ... unhinged woah the blather_oracle brings back insight i wasn't ready for at the time 171001 ... unhinged powha for every day that you are locked_up before i sleep i will leave the light on for you 171205 what's it to you? who go blather from