stronger_than
unhinged
i
shut
my
heart
off
when
i
was
young
the
pain
of
having
it
constantly
ripped
from
me
by
people
that
didn't
even
seem
to
want
it
was
too
much
for
years
i
was
dark
twisted
depressed
as
shit
because
i
was
denying
myself
a
sensitive
person
in
a
hard_and_bitter
sea
so
i
buried
myself
and
i
was
dark
twisted
depressed
as
shit
(
i
spent
six
years
achingly_alone
tongue_twisted
mostly
silent
so
that
everyone
including
myself
could
deny
it
i
have
a
big
heart
that
leaps
out
of
itself
)
i
became
so
angry
when
people
told
me
i
needed
to
get
a
thicker
skin
toughen
up
transparent
and
thin
why
resist
natural
impulses
?
that's
the
way
my
electricity
flows
when
forced
into
a
conduit
that
can't
contain
it
fire
like
that
is
known
to
burn
houses
down
the
i
learned
how
to
keep
a
little
for
myself
joy
in
the
small
things
on_contentment
but
there
is
still
a
big
hole
in
my
heart
where
you
used
to
be
the
pain
of
reaching
and
grasping
and
never
quite
finding
what
you
need
i
will
not
shut
down
this
time
i
am
stronger
than
drifting
away
into
daydreams
nightmares
fantasies
the
reality
is
i
have
a
big
heart
that
is
always
leaping
out
of
me
against
all
my
efforts
to
contain
it
i
am
stronger
than
the
dark
the
greed
the
pain
i'll
keep
my
light
on
for_you
110407
...
unhinged
(
i_miss_you
)
160601
...
unhinged
woah
the
blather_oracle
brings
back
insight
i
wasn't
ready
for
at
the
time
171001
...
unhinged
powha
for
every
day
that
you
are
locked_up
before
i
sleep
i
will
leave
the
light
on
for
you
171205
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from