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little wonder i don't know why i'm upset about this, but i am.

she's completely claimed him.

i'm predicting i'll fuck something up, i've become quite good at that. for some reason this doesn't feel wrong, but i know it should.

i should probably give myself a few days before i jump.
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dandy not getting the full picture but in any full picture. She a claimjumper? 050115
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Syrope its snowing
i hate working myself like this. it's too early in the year to be feeling so burned out. the point was i could handle working at 8 am all week if i could sleep_all_day on the weekends.

i just can't seem to get warm
or awake. and neither is helping the aches from sitting so long yesterday.

yesterday felt like 3 days. tomorrow is gonna feel like tuesday or wednesday.
i don't remember much of last night...there was orgasmic food and then i remember thinking "hehe the kitty's on the pillows" & then i woke up at some odd time to go pee and i felt terrible and bloated and fat and sore and hazy. and that was at like...6? and now it's 10:30, and i don't remember anything in there either.

there's so much i need to do ...i need to do the key audit here, finish homework, go home and clean, and i work again tonight *wails* but i can't. my limbs feel like they each weigh a few hundred pounds. maybe the next 2 hours will disappear the way the first 2 did, and i can go sleep.
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nom and night 061003
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