monster_under_the_bed
sabbie
maybe
i
come
over
to
your
house
crawl
under
the
bed
and
hide
forever
.
then
the
world
wont
be
able
to
find
me
.
i
wont
cause
any
trouble
.
you
can
leave
plates
of
baked
beans
down
occasionally
.
and
when
you
bend
down
and
peer
into
the
darkness
all
you'll
see
of
me
is
two
big
eyes
blinking
in
the
light
.
020729
...
blue star
can
I
be
yours
?
020730
...
freakizh
i
wish
my
monster
was
james_p_sullivan
he's
so
hot
.
020731
...
burden
what
if
I
wanted
to
see
more
than
your
eyes
?
would
you
come
out
?
and
maybe
we
could
eat
the
beans
together
.
that
would
be
nice
.
020731
...
Freak
I
have
a
monster
under
my
bed
. (
stuffed
animal
)
On
the
nights
Im
afraid
of
sleep
I
get
him
out
from
under
my
bed
and
sit
him
on
my
pillow
.
Lately
Ive
had
to
have
him
with
me
for
fear
of
different
kind
of
nightmares
.
Ones
that
might
contain
some
kind
of
truth
or
possibility
that
is
reality
.
020801
...
so fucking lost
the
monsters
under
the
bed
i
can
deal
with
.
the
monsters
in
my
head
are
harder
to
get
away
from
.
020801
...
neverender
...
it
calls
itself
Obsession
...
...
i
can
feel
it
breathing
under
me
...
the
rise
and
fall
of
its
chest
like
waves
rolling
against
my
back
crashing
and
churning,
then
calm
.
...
i
can
hear
it
breathing
under
me
...
heavy
and
labored,
raspy
, exasperated
it
pendulums
between
rumble
and
roar
growling
like
the
hunger
pains
of
a
starving
stranger
on
the
street
.
...
i
can
see
it
reach
from
under
me
...
its
razor
sharp
claws
slicing
the
air
creates
shadow
puppets
on
my
wall
dancing
with
maddened
desperation
in
the
flickering
light
blackened
with
desire
for
a
new
victim
to
wrench
.
020801
...
margaux
number
one
childhood
fear
030523
...
niska
no
,
but
there's
a
pirate
in
the
hallway
...
030523
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
