a_year_ago nemo billy_mckinney 041129 ... oh well 041129 ... fix 041129 ... unhinged i had just started working a shitty job i hated answering phones at a pizza shop for less than state minimum wage to pay my rent cause i had exhausted my savings drinking beer and hanging out with my friends cause the thought of working after six tiring years in college made me want to jump off a bridge; i was trying to get a better shitty job as a cashier at an art supply store but they wouldn't hire me. i kept seeing their ad in the want ads for the rest of the summer. they must have been picky. it was in one of those snobby neighborhoods. it took me an hour to get there on the bus anyways. who would have thought i'd be doing exactly what i wanted right now. sure teaching five year olds how to play twinkle twinkle little star has its frustrations and downfalls, but it definitely has its warm fuzzy moments too. on sunday, my six year old ran into one of his friends waiting for his lesson and proceeded to teach them all the parts of his violin to get them interested because he thinks its the coolest thing in the world. mission accomplished. 070606 ... unhinged i found another heroin_doll and i was fighting tenaciously to doubt self and outer made now i am only more self_assured i am the only one that can make me happy me_only 110317 ... lg i followed a dangerous path into a forest of thorns until i reached a beautiful garden maze... 110318 what's it to you? who go blather from