sleep_my_troubles_away endless desire sleep is my antidote for sadness and since sadness seems to overwhelm me so often sleep always seems inviting because no one can hurt me in my sleep and my thoughts cannot haunt me there i am safe. the_innocence_of_sleep is a powerful thing just look at macbeth. you are so vulnerable in sleep and he ruined that. how strange. what a theme_of_life sleep. we all sleep. we are vulnerable in sleep. we all allow ourselves to be vulnerable in sleep. and we find comfort in this. i am drawn to sleep the same way i am drawn to write or to feel lonely when you are not around. thats the funny thing you see, im never quite so sad when you are around. but it was cloudy today and it rained a bit and today is reall your last day of school and i feel i've taken for granted the times you were there. and i will envy the times you held me. and begin to hate myself for not appreciating them to their fullest and not taking every possible opportunity to be with you. and soon you will be gone and i shall sleep a lot. why is it t that thinking of your leaving consumes me so. it shouldn't please_get_these_thoughts_out_of_my_head they dont belong here anymore and i no longer know how to handle them. so of to bed i go. 030606 ... endless desire dear god they won't let me go to bed. that ruins everything. 030607 ... blown cherry it ain't no lilac wine, but it's working just the same. 041222 what's it to you? who go blather from