i_should_sleep
girl_jane
but
I'm
not
ready
to
go
to
bed
yet
.
I
want
to
stay
up
.
I'm
falling
asleep
in
the
chair
...
030314
...
unhinged
but
i
drove
past
that
bar
in
canton
that
i
was
in
with
you
for
the
night
that
you
made
me
think
we
might
be
able
to
get
together
.
sitting
outside
on
the
parking
block
in
the
parking
lot
singing
spirituals
to
each
other
leaning
so
that
we
couldn't
look
into
each
other's
eyes
.
just
a
little
drunk
from
the
small
amount
of
beam 'n'
coke
she
couldn't
finish
on
the
way
there
.
i
still
have
the
orange
lighter
you
left
in
her
backseat
that
night
.
it
was
funny
;
i
was
like
that
with
him
when
we
dated
(
or
maybe
not
according
to
more
recent
accounts)
in
the
same
exact
bar
.
you
were
a
little
aggressive
about
the
pda
.
god
,
that
day
,
that
bar
,
was
just
one
of
the
{
EXCERPTS
}
of
the
episode
that
was
my
life
for
the
past
four
years
.
it's
almost
over
.
it's
almost
done
.
maybe
then
i
will
breathe
,
sleep
.
that
night
you
jumped
out
of
the
car
without
a
hug
again
.
i
still
have
that
lighter
.
with
just
enough
to
set
me
on
fire
030314
...
screwing for virginity
i
am
incredably
sick
,
it
hurts
to
talk
and
i
sound
like
a
60
year
old
smoker,
and
im
doped
up
on
nyquill,
but
the
lure
of
blather
is
driving
all
sleep
from
my
mind
030315
...
girl_jane
I've
been
here
before
...
030621
...
x
i
have
a
glass
with
pretty
green
stuff
in
it
that's
gonna
help
me
030621
...
endless desire
but
i
am
going
to
wake
up
so
soon
that
it
really
doesn't
matter
anymore
.
030621
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
