clawing
unhinged
its
there
right
out
of
reach
i
stretch
i
jump
i
grab
pieces
crumble
off
in
my
hands
but
when
i
try
to
hold
them
they
turn
to
dust
ephemeral
my_depression_is_a_hole_in_the_ground
i
have
to
remind
myself
to_exhale
exhale
140809
...
Risen
I
am
clawing
to
the
surface
of
dreams
which
haunt
me
.
Through
a
world
I
cannot
understand
.
To
the
bottom
of
a
train
of
thought
.
Underneath
your
words
.
Over
the
corpse
of
what
we
were
.
You
didn't
want
to
see
me
unless
things
were
the
same
as
they
were
before
you
went
away
.
That
is
so
typical
of
you
and
your
ostrich
eyes
.
How
did
you
think
it
would
affect
me
?
You
cannot
hurt
me
,
wound
me
,
treat
me
as
a
second
best
whore
,
reject
me
and
then
get
to
go
back
to
the
happy
before
times
.
It
doesn't
work
like
that
.
I
am
not
you
.
I
have
more
self
respect
than
that
.
140811
...
unhinged
the_friend_fallacy
but
part
of
me
wanted
to
do
whatever
it
took
to
keep
you
around
some
way
or
another
the
bigger
part
of
me
knew
i
would
end
up
miserable
either
way
good_bye
140812
...
unhinged
started
from
the
bottom
- drake
140812
...
unhinged
my
echoing_thought
the
urge
to
scratch
desire
new_ink
sometimes
crying
doesn't
change
anything
no
relief
i_can't_breathe
151103
...
unhinged
my_depression_is_a_hole_in_the_ground
sic
i
am
exhausted
from
trying
to
rise
above
i
would
rather
hibernate
deep
down
below
151112
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
