throw_me_in_a_fire
Death of a Rose as i sit here with no thoughts but of you melting my hair in your voodoo doll,
burnt embers of my flesh caught in your teeth, slicing through my sinew.

ignore the bones you threw away over your shoulder.
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X easy target X do it. i dare you. 040324
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Killjoy yeah, go ahead, dude it, i snare you. 040324
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sab arms up
eyes empty
silently waitng for fate

please
come collect me
away from this fire
away form this heat

rescue me
staring silently
numbly
dumbly
out from the smoke

i guess i wanted you to rescue me
i guess you're not going to
i guess i'll jsut stand here
waiting


and the fire dies down
and in the end, i did resuce the doll
and i stood it on its feet
and rudly photographed its pain

made art
out of shardenfrude
and i find that again
i'm creating imaginary_dead_girls for a show
imaginary dead kids created, already dying
already dead.

god must be killing himself laughing
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sab re: boxes as well as imaginary_dead_girls 040324
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Death of a Rose Nicely done Sab. 040325
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ItGirl lay me on the blue flames...toss me into the white hot heat... engulf me in a death and watch my heart still beat. Burn me down to ashes... scorch away my pain... all that remains is that still beating heart wrapped in a unmarred silver chain... sprinkle me on the ground... and watch the wildflowers bloom... you cannot chain a spirit that has always loved to roam. 040325
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from