the_point_of_no_return
grendel i have cast the die.

the flowers arive at the office tomorrow, and though unsigned, the hand that wrote the brief apology will be unmistakeable

-- for you,
for all the things i can never seem to say --

--?--

i know what you're thinking
i should have been more direct, more forthcoming
you're probably right.
but experience has taught me that more often than not, i should probaby just keep my damned mouth shut

and tomorrow
and tomorrow
and tomorrow

i shall see
if the fates are merciful

i hold no expectation
only hope for a possibility

it's all
just a roll of the dice now
001114
...
s.s.s. Irrevocably commited to
a point_of_no_return
when impunity was just
a twinkle in your
father's eyes -
The consequences of
which are now past
worth remembering.

Points_of_no_return,
fine lines of
many-shaded greys,
aren't going anywhere.
001115
...
Sintina Which pill will you eat?

The red one?
010122
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my name is grendel Why, oh why, didn't i take the BLUE pill? 010122
...
god every moment is the point of no return 010122
...
god no, that's dumb. i take that back. 010122
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chanaka *sigh*....here it comes
please don't push me to that point. i don't want to be there again.
what is this addiction i have?
what is this feeling seeping?
the only way i can describe it...
pushing me towards the point of no return
the point where i start to lose my soul
the point where i don't care about MY priorities, but yours instead
i can't believe he cheated on you.
damn men.
010122
...
god just time travel. forget about it 010218
...
god leading_the_way_into_the_21st_century 041011
...
:) Time_and_Causality_of_Karma

"Black_hole" in Human_spaces

Amen.
041011
...
a "Point" a_wrong_war_in_21k 041011
what's it to you?
who go
blather
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