the_asphalt_graveyard
IKC (vroom!) 56-80 I swear to fuck i am not as angst ridden as i was when i found blather last year, but for some reason, in the last four or five months i have cultivated this freaky thrill-seeking streak that i'm just glad not too many people have had to witness, especially not cops

I need to find out if any of the race-track nearby sanction street style races because i'm turning into a major speed junky, and by that i mean velocity not meth. either that or i need a shrink because i'm addicted to the rush and i think the added thrill of competition might just make it that much more addictive

You have no idea how much fun it is to find a good stretch of highway at 2 in the morning when there is next to no-one on the road and roll with the windows down when the night air starts getting chilly and blasting Dead Can Dance's "De Profundis" or The Cult's "Spiritwalker" near to blowing the speakers as you hit just over 105 mph in a car that hasn't got too much business going that fast anymore and wishing i could get it up to the 140 the spedometer says it could once reach

Either that, or maybe i just need to get laid more often.
I know that sounds rude and vulgar, but at least that rush is less likely to leave me as a stain on the pavement if i slip at the wrong second
030912
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monadh ever been in the woods
and heard a noise
and started to run cause of it

then turned yourself around to go back and investigate

sometimes i find tracks of paws scratches of disturbed soil
sometimes all i find is empty air
a falling wind and branches on the ground 'midst fading leaves
sometimes nothing at all
030913
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