take_my_hand
ofsuch danzig 040823
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pete you said you were cold, so i pulled you closer to me.

you said your hands were cold, so i held them.

you realized what time it was and when you were supposed to meet your best friend, so hand in hand, arm around eachothers' waists, we went to find her.
040824
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megan you smell of eucalyptus and spearamint
it makes me want to bury my head within your being and never come out
040824
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mourninglight show me something beautiful. 041030
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sab and somehow show me
that i'll be fine
with this
060723
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kid andre Lead me where I want to go.
I promise I won't peek.
060724
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hsg in_my_arms 091012
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Jurisprudence Again and again
However many times as it takes until I don't hesitate to reach for yours on my own.
091013
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unhinged i grabbed his arm to hold me up
valium and gin unsteady partners
(i missed being steadied by him)
but when his lips reached for mine
like nothing had happened
i couldn't stop the tears from welling
i buried my face in his chest
so he wouldn't notice
but when the dam threatened to break
i pulled away
'i have to go'


i didn't even make it up the stairs
collapsed on the floor inbetween the outer door and the security door
and cried
sometimes_i_miss having someone else to lean on
sometimes i am stooped at the weight of a lonely life
and what i need more than anything is real hugs
091013
what's it to you?
who go
blather
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