selfish_worry no reason where_are_you? you feel far away. 050917 ... unhinged sometimes worry doesn't help sometimes it's just another pressure demand that can't be met 200404 ... epitome of incomprehensibility That I can't communicate with him properly. I know this is probably just a passing feeling. I guess this isn't ONLY selfish. I also worry that it must be frustrating on his side. On the phone tonight, I was going on about the site of the Dorval airport being a horse racetrack and at one point he interrupted me to say, "Uh, I was asking you to look up when Quebec is going to ease its social distancing measures." (He doesn't have Internet at his place.) (I couldn't find anything about that. And I wanted to give him accurate information about when the racetrack was started because I gave him the wrong date at first. It was 1914 and I'd said "late 1800s" at first.) But jeez, calm down, self. Just because I was talking at one point about something he didn't care about, it doesn't mean ADHD makes me incapable of maintaining relationships...right? I mean, I hope? 200405 ... e_o_i Yes, it was silly of me. And he had good news yesterday: he'll get to stay in Montreal for another year because of this graduate student funding that he got. So that kind of overshadowed my silly worries about rambling too much. And he's getting Internet at his apartment; it'll be hard to work without it if the physical distancing rules continue through the summer. 200407 ... e_o_i; why; am; i; using; so; many; semicolons 200407 what's it to you? who go blather from