random_heavy_heart lostgirl holding too much in there...thoughts, hopes, feelings, fears; the ones kept quiet, the ones packed up in those tidy, dark compartments with closed lids, hidden deep inside where no one can see them, hear them, or touch them. no one but me. i feel their presence constantly. and usually i'm strong enough to carry the load. here and there it gets too heavy and that's when pieces of my heart break apart. 100603 ... unhinged boxed_up fear sadness anger weigh us down i have learned how to smile even at the smallest detail even in the midst of a sadness fit working with kids has definitely changed my disposition for the better 100603 ... Sophies World I hope the world becomes a better place for the children. 100603 ... Lemon_Soda I am training myself...HAVE been training myself to not be mad at you. But a part of me still wants to bite your face off. Thats okay. If your still the you I know, someone else will eventually do it for me. 100603 ... lostgirl private_tears still falling out of my eyes even when i least expect them. damn... 100603 ... ever dumbening the triumphs are not worth the defeats 100604 ... lostgirl i'm thinking you are right. 100604 ... unhinged . another friday_night all alone 101217 what's it to you? who go blather from