private_tears lostgirl for my eyes only 100519 ... unhinged blather_is meta 100520 ... In_Bloom When people say you can only control yourself for the right reasons or wrong then think on it because they're right. Shed your private tears over not being able to materialize or hold onto the pieces you need for The Big Picture. 100521 ... lg cry_eyes wept for secrets_kept i will always love you, in spite of tigers that lurk and sharks that threaten and for that fact alone i should have my head examined. 110318 ... lostgirl here we go again. i make myself smile when i have to. i'm no stranger to wearing masks and playacting. but the prickly burning behind my eyes always threatens to ruin the make up. 'why so quiet?' is what everyone keeps asking me. 'you look tired' is another common string of words. i want to run away, sail away, swim under the bridge and let the current drag me to another world where things are better. but i cannot.... so i let the tears fall in private and then i pick myself up again.... one foot in front of the other face forward eat sleep meditate (i need a hug.) 110507 ... unhinged (i need a hug too) i am having an increasingly difficult time keeping my tears private 110507 what's it to you? who go blather from