pre_buddha werewolf i'm not yet ready to give it all up and become one with everything. i'm almost there though...i feel perhaps maybe in my next life. the reason i know is that i feel that tension so often, that tiredness with these things i already see around, these endings which have already ended a thousand times. i'm tired of thinking a home is ever home...i want to really go home 031104 ... x you love yourself way too much. 5 lives maybe. 031104 ... stork daddy for once, you're probably right. you on the other hand will be lucky if you're born a cat. 031105 ... string when_we_are_both_cats 031105 ... marked [taste it, want to be it? maybe not yet.] . 031112 ... midnights sun i'm still a spoiled prince 071122 ... doar I want to know if you you fold your hands over your convenient buddha belly. Well. Do you? . 071122 ... unhinged on_contentment and then i smile a siamese smile and rub the mandala tattooed on my stomach 071122 ... hsg trip i'n ot knowing the point of the_whole_tHIng e{mo not any} of runn in gircles, you f all...the way asleep. clownot c_nowing he's a c_low'n clOWNs full circle, mmm..MKayNOW? wH Enter(st[il{l]ooper}ception) he s E-ing higher end thu s’oul clown becomes cHIGHn. WheN comes back down from outown peaks a look a round still c-ing he’s a see-low-ing but in a see_lightly different way. It’soul just a vacation for being is in the doing. Trickster tricks tour tricks door tricks her. My buddy Buddha Juggling_Suns all of a clown, clown of us all Soul_of_a_clown_of_us_all Buddha bloomingkraft the fare fate at this rate is lafter your death has been played onwords you go where you will. “do nothing; you don’t have time to waste!” –boo. Duh. Do the kno{wi(thIN}g) th@here is not I’m too way out to chaotiquences. A deeper way to go within: On a coSmICK loveall, Buddha is playing withim selfor y?our entertainment! Of course… you know, the one that made u dizz. 071122 what's it to you? who go blather from