if_you_have_nothing_to_give sab then look harder, darlin 070614 ... kuffsleeve NO! you look in you're own TENT ! _______________ " Half-heartedness doesn't reach into majesty. You set out to find God, but then you keep stopping for long periods at mean-spirited roadhouses. ____ In a boat down a fast-running creek, it feels like trees on the bank are rushing by. What seems to be changing around us is rather tje speed of our craft leaving this world. " ____ 070614 ... kuffsleeve NO! you look in you're own TENT ! _______________ " Half-heartedness doesn't reach into majesty. You set out to find God, but then you keep stopping for long periods at mean-spirited roadhouses. ____ In a boat down a fast-running creek, it feels like trees on the bank are rushing by. What seems to be changing around us is rather tje speed of our craft leaving this world. " ____ 070614 ... unhinged sometimes i think it might be better to have nothing to give, as opposed to having too much. if you have too much, it's easy to get carelessly attached. or you might give people more than they asked for and wonder why you aren't getting anything in return. it's a shitty conundrum. caring about people enough to give them a part of yourself when most people are so deluded by their own situation that they can't see you waving your little white flag of hope for them. i gotta keep trying though, to give and love. it's just me, just how i am. i've learned how to protect myself and keep some for myself slowly over the years. i just want to erase sadness from the world. but sometimes the going is easier when you keep things like that to yourself. and sometimes i don't have the strength to take the high road. especially since i've been pelted by other peoples' shit so many times on that road. sometimes i just gotta take cover on the low road for awhile. 070614 what's it to you? who go blather from