hurt_enough
anyway you don't hurt enough
where's the pain in your voice?
its like you want me to die
you leave me no choice.
I hear your meaningless words
your fake sympathy
as i swallow these pills..
down goes number thirty three.
you don't care if I die now
you don't mean a word you say
you're just doing the 'right' thing;
reciting some lines in a play.
besides, with me gone,
theres no one there to compete.
as i leave this world
your envy will become obsolete.
you'll get to have 'HIM'
cus I'll have no say.
you can have my boyfriend...
I never wanted him anyway.
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silentbobfuckyou my chest hurts so fucking bad
i want to escape and never return, but yet these roadsigns are familiar and make me want to stay.

why does everything have to keep changing like this? it keeps changing into the same thing
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tears in the night I have been hurt enough. by so many people. so i built up this wall that keeps them away. I have been hurt to much. and you say you cried becuase our friendhsip was gone. you say i don't know how many tears you cried. well you were just to blind to see that i was always there for you. You left me but i was still there for you. so in the end you hurt me. and i cried. whats the point of having friends if they just betray you. 010710
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Dandelion we don't have to be very close so we won't have to betray one another

if i were a flower
if i were a weed
would you strangle me
i'm sick of your sex comics
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Dawn of Death and Gore where's rob and the whip? 040323
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grendel just whern you think you're there...

there's more
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nemo never enough 040323
what's it to you?
who go
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