how_tell_if_you're_psychotic_or_not
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Well
to
be
honest
I'm
not
exactly
sure
how
anyone
proves
what
psychotic
is
or
is
not
but
it's
really
quite
frightening
when
you
start
to
think
that
the
way
in
which
you
are
thinking
or
reacting
is
not
at
all
corresponding
to
what
is
supposedly
called
"
real
"
in
other
peoples
general
experience
.
The
reason
why
it
is
frightening
is
because
the
more
separate
you
become
from
other
peoples
lives
you
become
more
distant
and
more
lonely
,
often
creating
a
more
extreme
experience
of
some
different
dimension
of
existence
.
I
was
just
going
through
some
crazy
shit
i
wrote
years
ago
,
as
worrying
and
disturbing
as
it
is
,
i
can
see
that
almost
none
of
it
makes
any
sense
,
by
realizing
the
distance
and
disturbance
of
it
i
can
claim
not
to
be
quite
as
far
gone
as
i
was
back
then
!
In
that
sense
at
least
be
thankful
for
writing
all
that
shit
,
if
it
ever
had
any
value
it
is
for
now
,
for
means
of
claiming
more
clarity
and
sanity
than
the
shit
i
went
through
back
then
.
If
you
ever
find
yourself
going
"
mad
"
be
sure
to
write
your
ideas
or
thoughts
down
,
that
way
you
can
diagnose
your
own
sanity
later
on
in
life
by
comparing
the
deeper
hole
you
have
been
in
in
the
past
.
I
don't
think
any
kind
of
doctor
can
diagnose
your
sanity
apart
from
yourself
,
what
ever
sanity
may
be
.
i
still
can't
work
out
what
makes
me
want
to
write
on
a
website
forum
that
i
thought
this
time
last
year
was
anonymous
!
080104
...
p.s.
but
i
am
still
certain
i
am
psychotic
just
maybe
not
in
the
same
way
as
before
.
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from