giff's_dream_journal . . 050203 ... giff just one of the very frequent dreams i have about my ex boyfriend. we are having sex and very quickly he tells me that he has just come. i am surprised that it would happen that fast. i think to myself that we used no birth control and i could get pregnant. i start to panic.... *on a side note: in real life i am extremely careful about using birth control at all times* second dream of the evening also involved my ex. i was in our bedroom and i felt that we needed to change our arrangement because it didn't look cozy and inviting. i believed we needed a new bed. i noticed that we actually had separate beds. i went to a woman's house that had some beds that it seemed i couldn't afford. there was a round bed that had a purple covering that i thought was very cool because it was so unique. and then i slept on a canopy bed that was part of an enormous piece of furniture with a fireplace on the other side. i think someone told me it was $7000. the bed was very comfy and seemed to have the memory foam on it. then i was somewhere and i was staring at a closet that was very small. it had a boxlike frame around it and painted in hot pink. i wanted a closet like that desparately but bigger. i called my friend Toni to come over to look at. I thought she would be able to help me because she was a real estate agent. *in reality she's not one, she's a veterinary receptionist* I asked her if i could afford to rent a house with a bigger closet and she said no. 050203 what's it to you? who go blather from