creepy_stalkerish_behaviors
Ouroboros so since we broke up i've been getting this vibe from him- the not letting go, the commenting weird convoluted irrelevant prayers on my blog, the post after post about me on his blog- his behaviors and his energy was creeping me out. but i was in control- blocked him from my email, from my blog, etc etc.

this weekend when we talked he confessed to breaking into my blog and tertiary email account, and reading all my emails and correspondences. he tried to break into my main email, but the password was different.

although i did not freak out or really care that much when he told me, i am now realizing how yucky his behaviors were, and how right on my intuition about him was. yuck yuck yuck.
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nom man in the thrift store yesterday who wouldn't leave me alone started with a comment about my hair and went on to talk about strawberry fields and the meaning of everything art jesus colours egypt and if he could "have his way with" me and all whatever the fuck weirdness he got angry when i started walking away an old lady eventually told him to leave me alone i was scared to leave the store in case he followed me home 070131
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nom he actually said "i'm a creep" 070131
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nom he just wouldn't shut up 070131
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nom i was trying to be compassionate
and some of it was kinda cosmic
but it was just mostly scary
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nom i still feel weirded out, like it was my fault 070201
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other googling people 090605
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f garrrrrrr
there is a difference between being psychotic and this.
understand yet ?

like i need another friend, my mother is my friend i don't need anyone else.
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